In the recent months, those closest to us have become acquainted with repulsive words like cancer, adultery, fits of rage, bitterness, gossip/slander, selfish pride and heartbreak. (You will find me among this awful list. I do not look down on fellow sinners as I struggle in this life!) I'm not going to lie to you; this season of trial has shaken me and has made me feel vulnerable. Honestly, my faith has been tested and I've been reminded that "my only comfort in life and in death is that I am not my own, but belong body and soul.... to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ." My heart and prayers have been lifted to Him in unprecedented ways. It's as if I enrolled in Christianity 101 to relearn the basics of the faith: God works to redeem what is vile and broken in order to create something profoundly beautiful. Just think of the "greats" from scripture (King David, Paul, Peter- just to name a few)... all terribly flawed, but used by God for His glory and for the redemption and restoration of His people.
I've been reminded that the Lord's goodness and mercy penetrates the darkest of times. The stunning beauty of powerful forgiveness and sacrificial service, as my loved ones have lifted their gaze to almighty God in times of need, has encouraged my soul. The beauty of His grace has shown through those I love so dearly. These testimonies deepen my faith and stir me to pray more fervently.
"Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's...... The LORD is merciful and gracious slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love." Psalm 103
That
I am not my own, 1
but belong with body and soul,
both in life and in death, 2
to my faithful Saviour Jesus Christ. 3 - See more at:
http://www.heidelberg-catechism.com/en/lords-days/1.html#sthash.wGXRqLpu.dpuf
